Photographer

being a photographer is second best hobby to do. I love taking good photos of candid pictures and stuff. but the problem is that its hard to find the right angle where i should take that beautiful shot. and sometimes i just missed it. maybe i'm a very bad photographer. THAT disappoint me. I've tried searching in the internet on tips of how to become a good photographer. I JUST FAILED. I know i wont gonna give up. sigh* I just have to be patient and Try as hard as i can!

I WILL WORK MY ASS OF THIS

BESIDES, PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT =D

Buy one or Make one?

I was thinking if i should buy an album of One Direction or just make it by myself. I wanted to support them by buying their album but I don't think they sell it here in my country. Even in Speedy I guess. I can wait but I couldn't wait any longer. I really need to listen to their musics. IT's LIKE I'M ADDICTED OR SOMETHING. Maybe i should just make one. and if they started to sell it here. I'll buy their album. IF I haven't change my mind YET. I don't LIKE them. I just LOVE them very much! haha

So addicted to their song. Like especially, YOUR SONG. Originally sang by Elton John. It is REALLY GREAT COVER BY ONE DIRECTION.

BRITISH & IRELAND BOYS
LOVE THEM VERY MUCH XO'
"Maybe i'll just make one"

Na na na by One Direction

[Verse 1]
We've got a bit of love/hate
You take me to the edge then you hit the breaks
I say it's over one day,
But then I'm calling back begging you to stay
We make up then we break up all the time

I'll say that I hate her song, then you'll go request it the whole night long
Some people say it's so wrong but even when we fight,
It'll turn me on
We make up then we break up all the time

[Chorus]
We're like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
Always like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah

No we can't make up our minds
Cause when we think we've got it right
We go na na na na

[Verse 2]
You wanna party too late
But when I do the same all you do is complain
You know that it drives me insane
But when I get with you girl you make it okay

We make up then we break up all the time

[Chorus]
We're like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
Always like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah

No we can't make up our minds
Cause when we think we've got it right
We go na na na na

[Break]

[Chorus]
We're like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
Always like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah

We're like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah
Always like na na na
Then we're like yeah yeah yeah

No we can't make up our minds
Cause when we think we've got it right
We go na na na na

It Gotta Be You by One Direction

[Liam]
Girl I see it in your eyes you're disappointed
'Cause I'm the foolish one that you anointed with your heart
I tore it apart
And girl what a mess I made upon your innocence
And no woman in the world deserves this
But here I am, asking you for one more chance


[Harry]
Can we fall, one more time?
Stop the tape and rewind
Oh and if you walk away I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else


It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you


[Liam]
Now girl I hear it in your voice and how it trembles
When you speak to me I don't resemble, who I was
You've almost had enough
And your actions speak louder than words
And you're about to break from all you've heard
Don't be scared, I ain't going no where


[Zayn]
I'll be here, by your side
No more fears, no more crying

But if you walk away
I know I'll fade
'Cause there is nobody else


[All, Harry leading voice]
It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you


[Zayn]
Oh girl, can we try one more, one more time?
One more, one more, can we try?
One more, one more time
I'll make it better
[All, Zayn leading voice]
One more, one more, can we try?
One more, one more,
Can we try one more time to make it all better?


[All, Harry leading voice]
'Cause it's gotta be you
Its gotta be you
Only you
Oh, Only you


It's gotta be you
Only you
It's got to be you
Oh, Only you

Plain White T's - Here There Delilah

Hey there Delilah
What's it like in New York City?
I'm a thousand miles away
But girl, tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Delilah
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice, it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Delilah
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me, girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Delilah
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A thousand miles seems pretty far
But they've got planes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Delilah I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will never ever be the same
And you're to blame

Hey there Delilah
You be good and don't you miss me
Two more years and you'll be done with school 
And I'll be making history like I do
You'll know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Delilah here's to you
This one's for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

Let me tell you something

I knew Liam Payne, One Direction from my big brother. He showed me Liam's audition last year. He sang Cry me a river by Micheal Buble. First I was not-so interested with it. BUT when One Direction united. I fell in love with Liam Payne. Strange isn't it? I also had a crush on Harry Styles :D but mostly Liam ;)

I really love the song that they sang such as, Something about the way you look tonight by Elton John, Total eclipse of the heart, Nobody knows, What makes you beautiful, gotta be you and She's the one with Robbie Williams. REALLY MELTS ME. But the most melts me is gotta be you. especially when Harry started to sing the chorus. *sigh really really really... awesome

BUT HONESTLY I LOVE ALL OF THEM

LIAM PAYNE

HARRY STYLES

ZAYN MALIK

NIALL HORAN

LOUIS TOMLINSON

LOVE

YOU

ONE DIRECTION

YOU REALLY TAKE MY BREATH AWAY

LOVE YOU GUYS

COME AND PERFORM HERE IN MY COUNTRY

I'LL LOVE YOU MORE

COME COME COME

PLEASE

I WANT TO SEE YOU IN PERSON

I

FOREVER

LOVE

ONE DIRECTION

THE GUYS

YOU GUYS

ARE AWESOME-R

THAN

JUSTIN BIEBER

SAME AGE RIGHT?

SO AWESOME-R

LOVE YOU ONE DIRECTION

HAHAHA

RANDOMMMMM

Greyson Chance

So, I went to this new teen singer, Greyson Chance's at (gourmet lane) 1 borneo, Kota Kinabalu. I heard he became famous from Youtube. He sang Paparazzi by Lady Gaga. Well, ofcourse he sounded really-really-really great!

So anyway, it was about 2 or 3 o'clock in the evening. My best cousins, my lil' sister my brother and ofcourse me, myself arrived in 1 borneo that day. There were so many peoples going in to 1 Borneo. Mostly TEENAGE girls. It was so awkward cause, I even saw my ex' classmates from my primary school. They were all looking all grown up. Some of them had change and some of them are just still the same way as the were before. My brother had to leave us cause he wanted to be with his own friends. We went for a lunch in a restaurant called 'Apple'. We ate, we drank, and we talk alot. We were so excited to see Greyson's face even though, I am NOT-SO a fan of him. REALLY. So we talked we laugh and stuff. I ate this curry and it was really SPICY. so, i didn't get finished it..

After lunch, we went for WINDOW SHOPPING. It was great looking at good clothes without buying it. ahahaa.. We have to go to Speedy to redeem our CD. to get tickets. They said the tickets were all sold out. BUT they also said that we could just show them the CD and they'll let you in. hahaha. IT was really exhausting cause we waited there for sooo long. we have to wait there until i was 8.30 p.m. REALLY TIRED! While waiting, after a very long time, peoples were coming in more and more. It was really SCARY cause we got pushed and squeezed. EVERYTIME! it was very scary to be the first to lined up you know! yaiks!

Finally when we get to go in. But, my lil sis and my other cousin went front to behind. we cant find them cause it was hard to go front back. so we just leave them behind. i was sad actually.. When my cousin and i got in. we were so happy cause we were the first. But i didn't get to hold the gate so i just stand behind. and i even thought it would be safe. after waiting them to come in, peoples started to coming in. IT WAS AS SCARY AS HELL! they started to pushed again! the front line were so pissed and shouted to them. I was longer with my cousin. I ran from front to back. Ran away from nightmare and found my other cousin. i was surprise cause i didnt expected they would came. They told me to stay. but after waited for very so long! I coudn't stand it no more! I JUST LEFT MY COUSIN THERE WITH HER COUSIN! FINALLY I GOT OUT FROM A VERY BIG CROWD! at the same time i saw my sis and my cousin. I GOT SO RELIEF and thank god i found them haha..WE WAITED WAITED AND FINALLY GREYSON CAME OUT! ALL OF THEM WERE SHOUTING. the girls especially! BUT surprisingly, boys shouted too. VERY AWKWARD! HE SANG REALLY REALLY GOOD!

So, on autograph session! we get his autograph. he looked so sweet. his eyes were sparkling but STILL i'm not that-a-fan OF HIM ;) haha

that's the story of greyson chance's concert. Very scary yet fun haha

Zero to Hero

I remembered it was my first day of school for form 2. Before i just had started schooling for form 2, i got so excited and felt happy to meet new other friends. So, it was the 2nd day of school. I felt so sad and unsatisfied with my school. Maybe because, my best friend had just move to another school. or maybe because i have less friends. For more than one month, i've tried my best to another school where my best friend is. By telling how good that school is. but a month after, i got fed up and moved on with my school life.
I met  new friends. tryna' catch my goals. being friendly. and be joyful everyday. well, someday...moslty. So, i got so happy. People loves me. I GUESS ;) and I love them too.
I've changed my mind and decided to stay until i graduated high school. I love being in my school. I love my friends. I love my teachers SOME teachers. I got so confident that i know i wont move from this school.
Graduation night was fun night. MAYBE. at least, it was SOOOOO much better than last year's graduation night! AND THE PROM! it was a total FUN, EXCITING, AWESOME, THE BEST Prom i've ever been too...That Night, was the night to remember. the night of the greatest night. haha.. i think.. that was the bestest night that ever happened in my high school. cause i mean, last year was the worst that ever been told! and ever went. BORING! even so, some of my friends, regret for not attending that last special night. well, thanks to my brother of course. he who organised the prom. and my mom! and of course my dear aunt for sponsoring the best Dj! SMOKIN' AWESOME NIGHT!
SO ANYWAY,
Report card day! i got my marks. and it was very disappointing. i failed my maths. :( my dad got SOOOO pissed. and wants us to move school! i cried and cried and cried! thinking of, what will happen to my school if i'm not there? will the prom be a success next year? will it be better than this year? sigh. REALLY SAD! and guess which school i'm going......? it my best friend's school. the school that i've dreamed to go. But not anymore! it's really THAT LAST MINUTE :( sigh. FYI. Tomorrow is my last day of school. The school trip that i wanted to join for next year, totally vanished! and we'll just wait and see what will happen in the future. what will happen to me in my new school. and will it be better than this year?

List to do for next year! Part One

I know it's a long my to go for next year (not really) but I really want to plan this cause I am really as more bored as you think I am
Anyway, here it is! :D
1. I'm gonna transform myself to be an official 15 year-old teenager
-by getting some new clothes-new shoes-new hair

2. I'm gonna try make more new friends
-to have that,i'll be as not-so friendly but just friendly *cause they might just bossying you around or probably just used you for their crushes or something else. And or maybe backstabbed you* #so i'm not gonna make that happen to me next year

3. Get a new bestfriend since my bestfriend ditched me for her bestfriend. It sucks you know.
#so i'm gonna find a better bestfriend i mean the ones that never had a bestfriend before.Booyah!

4. Be more professional as in -better in speaking-more confident-more braveness- more adorable-be proud from someone(and most importantly teachers and parents)and friends-more than, other popular girls have and being like other teenage girls would wanted! But i'll just most probably just be my freakin proudly my self. #but i'm just gonna improve my self next year hopely starting for tomorrow or even today!!!hehee

5. Get good,great better and awesome flying colour results!

6. Better in sports!

7. Get to join every events! Except graduation night *but only if it is interesting*

8. Be fit by going to the gym every weekends or during freetime

9. Eat more energyzing foods such as meats and vegetables!

10. Be more organized than before

11. Read more humour and romantic books!!!

And more to be listed!!! To be continued.....

bored? hungry? HELL YESS!

I AM BORED

LIKE REALLY BORED

TOTALLY BORED!

BOOM! NOW I'M HUGRY!

IT WANTS FOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BLEUGH.

BABDIBABDIBAB

BORED

AND FREAKIN' HUNGRY!!!

       

Bad Day!!

Today, I had to go home early from school because I was totally SICK! Well, i meant the one that a mature girl always have it every 7 days a month. BUT! mine's worst! Sometimes i have it for a month! Or maybe two or three! Ughhh! I hate that! So anyway, my panty was fulled with blood so as my school skirt! And i kept on changing my pad at school without washing my panty cause i have NO extras! But i washed my skirt cause i was so embarassed to let peoples see my back that was covered in blood. So, I got so pissed with it. I mean its embarassing to let people see it yeah know! I kept on going to the washroom everytime.then, i couldn't take it. That i have to go home early! Well, actually i'm so happy yet GLAD! to go home and REST. but unfortunately! I'm gonna miss my parliamentarians meeting!! Ugh! And i'll be left out for not knowing what was going on! Booo! That was story!

Life of MONDAYS

Woke up in the morning.

to tired to wake up...

#brother forced me to wake up# ugh!

-

Had delicious breakfast (sometimes i don't get my breakfast cause i was in a rush)

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Showered+brushed my teeth!

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Searchin' for School uniforms!

#got pissed cause i can't find it

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Wearing school uniform

#can't find my neck-tie

#got pissed and ignored my neck-tie

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Say Goodbyes to parents

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Leaves the house

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To the lift

#SO SLOW!

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Went inside the car

#had this feeling that we're gonna be late for school

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TRAFFIC JAM!

#the car infront of us is freakin' slow!

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Finally reached the school!

#look at the clock#

*still freakin' early*

#cant believe it!

I hate being SOOOO early to school

-

#keeps on looking at the clock#

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sitting all alone in class

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do homework that i forgot/doodling stuff in my note book.

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A friend finally came in the class

#YAY!

*then, she went out*

#BOOO!

AND WENT IN AGAIN

#YAY#

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talk to a friend

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The Prime Minister called/deputy to arrange the chairs

ugh!lazy

-

#forgot to cut my long nails#

omg!

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ASSEMBLY STARTS AS USUAL

#assembly ends#

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Went inside the classroom

boo boring!

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RECESS!

#my favourite subject! BOOOYAHH!

*recess ends* lameo

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Class starts as usual

#feelin' sleepy:p

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LUNCH!

#My second favourite subject! eaiting whatever i want LIKE A BOSS

*lunch ends*

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class starts as usual

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CLASS FINALLY ENDS!

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Search if mom or dad is finally here

#boo not yet

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waiting and waiting and waiting

for decades

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mom's worker is finally came at fetch us up

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REACHED HOME!

FINALLY

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Showered happily and listen to my favourite songs!

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TUMBLRING*if i have the time to*

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Watch TV or do something

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keeps on looking for food in fridge for every 5 minutes

#no food...BOO!

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DINNER IS READY!

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HELP HELP HELP

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EAT EAT EAT

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DO HOMEWORKS(maybe)

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watch TV

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ARRANGE BOOKS FOR TOMORROW

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feelin' sleepy

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#SLEEP#

Psycho Man Crashed an innocent friend's car.

A psycho man just recently crashed a friend of my mom's car. Who lives in the same condominium as us. The psycho man just for a sudden crashed the car just because my mom's friend was just parked beside a huge rubbish bin. And that was not even will distracted the people who drives on the road. At first, that psycho man destroyed my friend's mom car at the same place where he crashed my mom's friend car. I got so pissed when I heard about it twice. I just can't believe that they wont report to the police.

THE WORSE PART IS! he's a PILOT. What I had heard from a friend was that this "PSYCHO PILOT GUY" worked as a pilot in Malaysian Airlines (MAS) before. But now! he worked in Air Asia Airlines. Well, it's a relieved when he "got fired" by MAS. MAYBE HE DID. or maybe he just got bored of it and he quit or something. I don't give them at all! But what I give a Damn is.. about the passengers that ride on his plane! I really care about peoples inside the plane! what if he's drunk or had a bad day and get hot-tempered of it.

He just might kill them all! YIKES!

This ain't happening! NEVER WILL! We should complain this and let him fired by the boss!! MUAHAHHAA! just kidding. But the complain stuff..yeah I AM SERIOUS ABOUT IT!

Prom Night 2011 meeting*

ugh! I have to say something for tomorrow's Parliamentarians meetings for our first ever official Junior & Senior Prom Night. We need more sponsorship from parents and some donation for the decorations and stuff. Well, I know the our school wont help anything about it. All they gonna say is that "you guys just gonna do it by your self" and blah-blah-blahh. ugh! so much for helpfulness. And I know that, they wont gonna help us or something yet the worst, they'll gonna make us sell those graduation tickets. ugh! it's so unfair! I miss the old principle. AND I hate the new principle. I mean she doesn't even give us more motivation like our last principle do. 

BUT, I really hope yet WISH that this Prom will be better than the other past years. We will make it the best of the best. I'll assure you. With the parents sponsorship this will be the great junior & senior prom! 

Unlike last year, it was an embarrassing moments of our school *school name that cannot be mention*. There was a very many amount of outsiders.It was actually great to have many students or people in that our own school hall. The theme was "Halloween Prom Party". There were students fighting. There was no one came to dance floor to dance cause there were no good musics. and worstly, the foods were not nice at all! at first, i was okay with it. i meant i was just that.

then, i heard some outsiders talking about it, they said that our school sucks and what so ever. It had a heartbreak after listened to what they had said.

Anyway, after that horror night, I planned to have a beautiful prom night EVER! SO on this meeting. I hope they'll agree what i have suggested to them! AMENN GUYS! AMENN!

Whoops

I think I am the one who missed placed my brother's sun glasses. Cause I was cleaning the rooms. Then, the only thing that I remembered was that i know I put  those glasses somewhere over the rainbow. So like, I was so lazy to help him search his sun glass. Then, he was like knowing me that i was the one who kept it. and it is actually true. but if i knew where'd I put it. i would've told him. but unfortunately I can't remember. I think I should help him now! to search for it.

-gottago-

Flashbacks

When I read back my previous post, I felt like it is so embarrassing cause I know it is so lame, like really lame. I mean I don't even know what I was saying. How childish I was back then.  But thank god my puberty came and I felt so mature (NOT!). Well, Soon. I'll be a woman. Maybe next month. or the other month. or the month after the other month. or confidently next year? yeah. I'll be fully grown lady then, change my looks. I meant my outfits (but not like an old lady though). and those you what.. will grow so I better buy new..you know what*